To remember falling asleep.
To remember waking.
Slippery, featherweight moments
Caught in a domed hand, a flighty moth.
To remember falling asleep.
To remember waking.
Slippery, featherweight moments
Caught in a domed hand, a flighty moth.
Here I am in my head
looking out to sea.
Standing in the tickly barley field
that shimmers yellow-green-gold
in the summer sun.
Here I am in my head
smelling the air,
smelling the wind.
Feeling it skimming my skin,
chilling me a little.
Here I am in my head
counting the seagulls.
Counting the clouds now,
not getting past four.
Here I am in my head
pebbles crunching under bare feet.
Listening to the sea
pulling through the stones.
Looking right through
the glassy water
at my waxy underwater skin.
Here I am in my head
Remembering
Imagining
Wishing I was there.
For those few long minutes
nothing else existed
the world stopped turning
and all other appropriate cliches.
That moment
when the crowd drew back
and the sound blasting from the stage
receded into background hum.
A force field grew around us
and light from within
grew above us, like star trek,
like Bethlehem, like floodlights.
That journey to another place
That you-and-me place
That love place.
And who knew
that night
with cider in the pews
and promise glimmering
in the dew drops
of the falling night.
Who knew that note
would hold so long
and hold my heart within it.
Talk about a voyage of discovery.
I'm making a map of you, little flags marking points of interest
and warning of potential hazards.
Tiny rivulets of understanding
wend their way to greater knowings of you.
You are a complex being;
but aren't we all?
The difference is, you are the most fascinating concoction
of personality, ethics, values and behaviours,
and pure alchemy draws me to you.
Sometimes, you confound me
in ways both bad and good.
My map is not yet complete.
I take guesses,
Make assumptions, coloured sometimes green,
and fill in the gaps in the topography.
These are my mistakes,
but ones I would excuse you too.
We are, after all, only human.
I am the Magellan of you:
I explore you with the wonder of new worlds.
I've found that the heart is just an organ..
But that love resides in lips and legs and fingertips.
Your postcard
I love it
It's a piece of Ireland,
It's a piece of you.
Your handwriting
Your words
Your thought.
Your name after three kisses,
an afterthought
In case I hadn't realised
who was writing.
It's my secret addiction.
I can't satiate myself.
I drink you in
But my need is limitless.
Your beauty is obvious.
There's a neon sign above your head.
You've looked into my eyes
And hypnotised me.
The moon was amazing tonight,
I wanted to share it with you.
I wanted to put it in my pocket
So that no one else would see it
Just you and me.